He mentioned to me casually. The letter in reference was his Masters acceptance letter. I noticed the hinted casualness behind his tone. I hated that I noticed and questioned everything. My mind processed it really quickly, and I tried to not look too deep into it in the unconsciously way I could consciously impose.
I didn't wanna process the consequences. I didn't wanna have the realization dawn on me. But it did.
All I did was smile.
Smile as you studied for your Friday paper.
Smile as you hugged me on the bed.
Smile as we watched a bit of Desperate Housewives.
Smile as you fell asleep.
You could be leaving soon. This could truly be our last month together. And that is why I only slept two hours last night.
In an perpetual struggle with thoughts that threaten to unleash these tears
4 comments:
Is he going to be studying far away?
:(
He could be or couldnt...nothing is confirmed yet right =)
till then, just enjoy his company k ^_^
sleep with me!
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