Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Sleep Deprived

"I haven't received the letter yet."

He mentioned to me casually. The letter in reference was his Masters acceptance letter. I noticed the hinted casualness behind his tone. I hated that I noticed and questioned everything. My mind processed it really quickly, and I tried to not look too deep into it in the unconsciously way I could consciously impose.

I didn't wanna process the consequences. I didn't wanna have the realization dawn on me. But it did.

All I did was smile.

Smile as you studied for your Friday paper.
Smile as you hugged me on the bed.
Smile as we watched a bit of Desperate Housewives.
Smile as you fell asleep.

You could be leaving soon. This could truly be our last month together. And that is why I only slept two hours last night.

In an perpetual struggle with thoughts that threaten to unleash these tears


savante said...

Is he going to be studying far away?

D said...


soul232 said...

He could be or couldnt...nothing is confirmed yet right =)

till then, just enjoy his company k ^_^

ooi2009 said...

sleep with me!

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