12/12/12

It's been about three months now. I'm not very sure, I don't really keep track and I find myself avoiding retrospection involving that. The pain has dulled itself out, like how all forest fires eventually burn themselves out, leaving behind only heavy smoke that weighs one down. 

We're still talking, and most of the time it's almost like we're still together, and sometimes I worry if that's healthy, being so close despite no longer being together. But then again I can't resist talking to him, replying him, or settling back into familiar sweet ways. 

I've been going around, hanging out with friends, meeting people, old and new, partying, gymming, sleeping late, playing mahjong etc etc in KL - basically just really bumming around before I head back for summer school. Life's good, though I wish I had better sleeping habits. But my mind often wanders into thoughts of you when I lay down at night. Been taking more sleeping... supplements than I would like myself to have. Gotta stop that.

Sent him a text on Whatsapp celebrating the insignificant 12/12/12 date. I really wanted to say more but what's the point. 

I miss you