So much more to say but fuck that. Assignments due, work tomorrow, and a high school gathering I can't be bothered going to but am obligated to. Gonna sleep while I'm still drunk.
....that does not include sex. (Attached, remember? Zzz)
I'm Not Yours - Angus and Julia Stone
It's so depressing, but depressing songs are my kinda therapy. Cry your heart out and feel better. That's the way I do it. This was my break-up song last year when the bf first dumped me (after he played me, that motherfucking bastard) and listening to it always brings me back to how I felt then. It feels as if I've cried everything onto this track, and those emotions will always linger on between every depressing chord.
(When listening to this I nonchalantly told the bf that this was the song I cried to when he broke my heart more than a year ago and he hugged me and kissed me and said he was sorry and that he would never do that again.... then I punched his crotch.)
Stay - Miley Cyrus
Yes it's a Miley Cyrus track. But it's much unlike whatever songs she's got on mainstream radio. It's actually really emotional and raw. For once I don't find her voice annoying, but instead appropriate. Listen to it. It'll remind you of your deepest heartache in those teenage years that have long slipped by. Like the teenage version of Adele... minus 20kg.
Sober - Kelly Clarkson
It was actually the second single off her My December album but it didn't really perform well so it's relatively unknown. It's an amazing song, really. Listen to her live versions on Youtube, her voice is so amazing towards the end when she belts her heart out. BUT listen to the album version too cause the strumming of the guitar and that haunting intro is just too good and it's different from all her live performances.
Irvine - Kelly Clarkson
It's very dark. This isn't everyone's cup of tea but believe it or not it's my kinda song. I love this entire album, and although it kinda tanked commercially it's my favourite from her (which is saying a lot as I'm a diehard Kelly Clarkson Since-You-Been-Gone-Behind-These-Hazel-Eyes fan). I think it's very beautifully written, with a very poetic structure (but not as a poem though, as half a creative writing major I can tell you those "good" poets would say that she's "telling too much and not showing enough").
Wide Awake - Katy Perry
As per a typical Katy Perry song, it has a well-formed tune with catchy hooks that will be stuck in your head. It's quite decent lyrically as well, and with this following the obviously addictive (yet oh so melancholic) TOTGA I find myself becoming quite a fan of hers!
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It began with quiet.
Not the gentle kind, not the hush of safety, or the silence of peace. No.
This was the kind of quiet that seeps beneath the skin. The ...
Hookups: Google Kiss / Ugly and Beautiful Men
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I am an ugly man.
Not a boy still growing into himself, as was the case when the blog started.
I've spent my early 20s enamored with the idea of growing i...
Uh Oh~ Back Again!
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First of all, I'm still contemplating to continue writing here, because
ONE - I've been really busy.. TWO - I've been really lazy.. and THREE - All
of the...
III year
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The third year.
And for fuck's sake(and as expected), he didn't remember the anniversary.
He only remember it's his birthday =,= really hopeless punya boyf...
HIV meds and its side effects...
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*tuls, I fainted today...*
*oh... what happened?*
*my vision went blurry and i black out...*
*oh my .... then how?*
*my colleagues brought me to the clin...
STD Report :O
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Finally did a full check up this week and given the all clear! *phew*
Some of you may know I not-so-accidentally engaged in some unsafe
activities back in ...
Refusing To Write
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Mel,
I stopped writing because it takes time to write something worth reading,
something that you will appreciate, even if it doesn’t mean I blog every
da...
Angry?
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I don't know if this whole situation works like the stages of grief but it
certainly feels like it. Right now, I'm angry.
I'm angry I lost control of the ...
BodyBalance Initial Module Training - Malaysia
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Been considering long and hard.. Should I?
Just one more program.. I already have BodyCombat and CXWORX, won't kill to
have another program, right?
goodbye is the hardest word.
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Just came back from a day of bountiful fun and laughter with tons of my
college friends, many of which i have not seen for quite some time. It was
crazy sh...
Falling For You
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Sunday, 13th Oct 2013
This was the first day we met. A little bit of fun, a little bit of getting
to know each other later, you left. I thought that was the...
I'm okay...
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( it took me some time to remember what's the account for this long
forgotten blog addess is lol )
i told myself that i've moved on
to a new chapter in my...
What's your IQ?
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Another fun night. Memories to be remembered.
My day was really long. The thought of trying to survive the whole 24 hours
was unimaginable. Although, I...
Getting back
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It has been quite awhile now and I guess a lot people out there have
changed and I do believe that myself has changed too... So many things
happen in the...