Worn Off

Three months of long distance has made me and the bf restless, volatile and tired.

Him going off to China and UK and wherever four months from now would be the death of our relationship.

In 3 weeks, I will be back in Melbourne. Where we will have another four months to spend together.

But as of today, I'm relatively numb. The worse is over, and if we break up now I'd be relatively okay. But I want that four months we still have in Melbourne. At the cost of getting hurt again when he leaves for good, however, is it worth it?

Where do we go from here.